When I was a little girl I remember always being alone and in my head. I would create these amazing fantasy’s to try to find a safe place to escape to. I still find myself doing this as an adult. My home life was so bad I had this need to just escape. Run away and find someone who will love and care for me. I was trapped in the harshest of both my inner and outer worlds. There was never any real escape. As I begun my journey into my life, childhood, and struggle with mental illness I realized I needed to find an outlet. A place to speak freely about my experiences that I have carried with me these long and painful 26 years on this earth. I know you hear this woman is 26, what could she have possibly been through that was that bad. Well, I can’t wait to begin this journey and let you into the madness of my world because I’m ready to share it with you.